I don’t know about you, but I have no Idea what is going on anymore. I feel like I’m shifting dimensions and realities constantly and right now I’m in this hibernation bubble, where I have no choice but to rest and be still…
This was so annoying in the beginning, because my human had to do so much :D, but I gave in and it feels very healing. I kept pushing myself and my body for the last year without taking good care… My mind wants to do so many things..meet people, create, explore, expand, birth all my bubbles of creation into existence.. In fact sometimes I want to conquer the world.
But all I can do now is surrender and let go ..of all my plans..all the things I want to do..
I realized a lot of things about my self-worth in the past few month, because I felt for a long time in my life that I have to prove myself constantly doing something and if couldn’t create at least I had to read, right? Only then I spent my time in a valuable way, only than I proved to myself that I’m worthy of existing.
But that’s not what life is about…
I thought I worked through those beliefs but I turned out that there are always deeper layers to explore and now the universe left me no choice but to be still, rest and heal..
My goddess… we live in crazy and exciting times. That’s fore sure.
How are you holding up my shiny friends?
I kiss your hearts
-jn
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