realizing that you’r not alone in this world
when I reflect on the last 10 years of my life, I feel like i ran a marathon. A marathon that had no finish line.
So I basically ran through the last 10 years of my life. Feeling like I have to save this world, my family. I didn’t know why but I felt this uneasiness like I had to constantly achieve something.
It may have to do with my upbringing and the fact that I felt like I was never enough for my father, or I could never satisfy his or other peoples expectations. Which lead me to constantly proving myself or my worth to other people. Which is so exhausting with time especially when you do it for years and suddenly your realize that no matter what you do people will always see what they want to see and think what they want to think.
So the moment I made my peace with that fact I felt so relieved. And that was also the moment when I finally realized that I don’t have to prove my worth to anyone not even myself.
Simply existing should be enough, right?
It took me some years to get to that point and I still have to remind myself sometimes that it’s okay to just be.
Somehow throughout my life the universe has always had my back like even in the darkest moments when I thought ‚that’s it‘ and that black hole of my past is sucking me back in, that was also the point when I realized how much I grew. And every single time the universe send me helpers on my path, angels, soulsisters and brothers who happened to be there when I needed them the most even if we never saw each other before I felt this deep connection and knowing that this was meant to be.
To a point where I realized that I’m never alone in this world. I know that my team is always with me on the other side and here in this 3D reality.
The more I follow my heart and the calling of my soul the universe presents me with more and more evidence that there are a lot of other souls like me out there with a similar mission. They might have their own life journey and contracts but they’re all out there doing their best to help safe this beautiful paradise in their own way and a lot of them are conscious about it.
That was also the first time when I fully surrendered because I knew that I don’t have to do it all on my own. I know now that they’re out there and they’re all over the world doing their thing, shining their lights.
And sometimes we might just see whats on the surface, the chaos that seems to stur up all the old devils and demons and we forget about everything good that’s happening on this planet and on all other levels. All the lights that shine their light as bright as they can and everything that’s already been created on the ethereal realms about to be manifested in this reality. All of that ripples in the field of consciousness and it’s so strong that it reaches other lights and hearts all around the world.
That is when I remember that everything is possible even in the darkest night or the darkest corner of the world there is a light that shines and it lights up other lights all over the world.
So, beautiful soul, wherever you are right now on your personal journey and on this planet…
DON’T YOU EVER FORGET HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE
For ‚you are the light in the world‘
like the whole universe is in every single cell of your body.
I love you
we need you
never forget that
bless your heart
-jn
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