The Original sin

The original Sin 

They called me a slut 
They called me a whore
They called me anything but pure

They spat on my skin 
Outside and within 
They called me - the original sin 

I felt pain and despair 
But why should I care? 
Why should I let them in? 

I have been demonized 
I looked into demons eyes 
For all of these lives 
For enjoying my body
For enjoying my life 

For bearing fruits 
For feeling pleasure 
For being able to surrender 

I look into Isis eyes and I realize 
There is nothing to feel ashamed for 
I look into Isis eyes and I realize 
That I have never been unpure 

What they called a sin
Is the fire within 
The Dragon unleashed 
A so called monster set free 

I get why they fear me 
For a Monster cannot be controlled
It can’t be tamed
It can’t be named 
You cannot sell it’s soul 

For it belongs to the one 
To The one all along 
Our one cosmic home 

A this is what I am 
A fiery Dragon Soul 
The ones you can’t control 

Many lives they tried to kill me 
They tried to hunt me down
For good
Body after Body, 
Lifetime after Lifetime. 
But they never understood

And they never got my soul 
Because they were never in control 

Now the time has come 
The tables have turned 
And it’s time for me
Its time to break free  

From the illusion 
Of separation within 

It is time to break free 
From the original sin 

This is for you
This is for me
This is for all the women 
That are meant to break free 

This is for the ones that have been demonized

For feeling deeply
For enjoying our bodies 
For enjoying our lives 
For thriving 
For being 
For feeling alive 

For feeling pleasure 
For feeling joy 

This is for you 
And for your dreams to come true 

This is for us
For us to break free 
To break free from this spell 
For all eternity 

And may the children of Sophia 
May they run wild and free 
May they enjoy lives 
Throughout all eternity 

May you be you 
May you be and feel free 

On all levels and all layers throughout all eternity 

And so it is 
And so may it be 


-jn 16.02.26 

Clearing the imprint of the original sin 

Sacred Ceremony 

Today I felt the calling to go deep within and to connect to the parts of me that were still fearing to live my feminine side, my feminine expression to the fullest. 

To connect with all the Parts that still felt shame on all levels and layers for sexual expression and expression in general 

And to really embody what I came here to embody, to live and express. 

Because I was born as woman. 

Ich chose to be born in the body of woman. 

From an early age I felt this imprint. 

I felt something holding me back. 

I felt Something taming my sacred fire within.

But I am done. 

I am complete. 

Im am here and I deserve to be free.

I deserve to be here with all of me. 

As soon as I closed my eyes I had a vision. 

It was me and I was chained to the floor on my knees leaning forward not being able lift up my torso. 

My arms were chained to the floor and I was beaten with a whip so hard that the close I was wearing was ripped into pieces. 

And everything was covered in blood. 

It must’ve been going on for so long that I didn’t even feel pain anymore. 

There was this empty look on my face. 

There was nothing left. 

And the beating went on and there were voices, calling me a whore and slut and everything that a woman can be called in this realm.

And there I was chained to the ground. 

With this emptiness inside. 

Feeling all the pressure and all the judgement from society. 

Feeling the imprint and mark.

The illusion of the original Sin. 

And with becoming aware of that I felt the pulse running through being on all levels. 

I felt the essence of my being sending out a ripple. 

A ripple that screamed 

ENOUGH 

And with this ripple the chains disappeard. 

They dissolved into golden light particles. 

Eventually dissolving into nothingness. 

I stood up. 

It was hard, but I did anyways I felt this strength arising from within. 

I had to stand up. 

I saw and felt two figures entering the scenery 

One standing in front of me 

One standing behind me 

Until I realized 

That these figures were Hathor and Isis 

I didn’t look them in the eyes at this point I just felt their healing and stabilizing presence 

I felt them taking of the closing that was covered in blood ripped into pieces. 

And I felt them starting to cleanse my wounds, all the wounds on all levels and layers of my body and bodies throughout all space and all time.

I felt myself breathing and healing on all levels throughout all space and all time. 

It was an inner decision that freed me from my chains. 

And I felt my inner fire growing bigger and bigger. 

Until I had the strength to look up straight into ISIS eyes and she looked at me and it was me. 

I am her 

It was me in the form of Isis 

And me in the form of Hathor 

Taking care of this part of me that was chained that now freed itself throughout all space and all time lifetimes spaces of dimensions and reality. 

What a liberating moment 

I felt the power within. 

And this part of me and all parts of me ready declaring the clearing of this imprint. 

I cleared it throughout all space and all time and beyond. 

Hathor me and Isis me were taking me to a sacred bath within this golden temple. 

I looked like pearlescent milky white light. 

It was a sacred baptism 

It was a rebirth 

On all levels 

On all layers 

All dimensions 

And all realities throughout all space and all time and beyond 

I felt every cell of my body being cleared, healed and transformed on all levels and layers of my being. 

Held by me. 

Within me. 

Healing on cellular and molecular level and beyond. 

Being anointed by sacred rose oils. 

My third eye

My heart 

My womb 

My root 

My knees

My feet 

Feeling the strength arising within me. 

Declaring out loud that I am finally ready to enjoy my body and all bodies to the fullest. 

Living this sacred sexual part 

And the power of the form I was birthed in to the fullest. 

I AM 

I AM 

I AM 

A walking goddess beneath men 

And talked to the divine mother of all live and the divine father of all life 

Show me ways how to express and explore this part of me 

How to live, explore and embody sacred sexuality 

And I am open 

Because 

I DESERVE FOR MY PHYSICAL BODY AND ALL BODIES TO BE VEHICLES FOR PLEASURE SUPPORT AND GRACE 

ON ALL LEVELS; ALL LAYERS; ALL DIMENSIONS THROUGHOUT ALL SPACE AND ALL TIME 

AND SO IT IS 

And I thanked the divine mother, the divine father and the divine child 

For all the miracles, 

For all the gifts, 

And for all the blessings 

On all levels

On all layers 

On all dimensions 

Throughout all space 

And all time 

And beyond. 

Thank you. 

Amen. 

I feel my wings all of them 

Growing from all of my bodies. 

Seraphim wings 

And I naturally spread wide open. 

And I stepped out of the sacred bath 

That just baptized my being on all levels 

Being rebirthed in my angelic presence and form 

Flying into the night sky 

Circling the earth with my golden light 

Weaving golden threads 

Throughout all space and all time and beyond 

Connecting to the sacred heart of the divine mother 

Signaling to her and the whole cosmos 

That I have arrived 

With all of me 

I am here with all of me 

In my full form 

And it is done 

It is done 

It is done 

With the power of three 

A perfect trinity 

It is done 

Amen